What's Important, and Why I'm not Happy

What's important in this life, for a Christian, is the Kingdom of Heaven. I keep forgetting that. I keep running around, searching for some magic shot that will cure my soul of its boredom and dissatisfaction with everything it tries.

Lately, it's been relationships and the intimacy they seem to promise. No relationship, unless it aids in building my character and in turn the Kingdom, will ever satisfy. The same goes for whatever job I may hold.

The bottom line is that I'll never be content to live for myself; what smallness that would be!