Why Writing Didn't Happen

I lost my desire to speak when I realized that talk is cheap. People have spewed mindless drivel right, left, and at me. I myself made empty promises and resolutions.

Around the time of my previous post about wanting to write again, I started really getting into my physical preparation for joining the military, and in that activity, that action, I found the solution to my malaise that my words had never been able to dissolve. I became a better man: a man of action whose actions alter reality.

Interestingly, all of my ideological questions and dilemmas have been answered. I have become truer to myself and everybody around me since joining the army. Even my words mean more, now. Training physically made me mentally stronger, and since then, I've written things that I'm ready now to release to the world.

I'm really back this time, laconic as ever, but back. Hi.