La Mia Preghiera

Vengo di nuovo per la tua grazia. Cambi la mia mente. Mi mostri la tossicità del mio peccato, così odio il mio peccato. Come Lei odii il mio peccato, voglio odiare il mio peccato.

Io sono come Jacob

Lotto con e contro Dio. Lotto con Dio contro me stesso - lo stesso che lotta contro Dio. Anche come Jacob, voglio Dio mi benedice. Lotto al fino di mostrare Dio questo: voglio le cose Lui dare.

On My Thinning Friendships

As I become more uniquely myself, I naturally become palatable to fewer people. Not everyone can see how awesome I am, but whether that's because they can't see the awesomeness that is there or because they can't see an awesomeness that isn't there - that is up to me.

Why Atheism is like Sucking Balls

If I had found atheism to provide the purpose I need to keep drawing breath, I would gladly have followed it. But all I see in it is nihilism. Without a god or an afterlife, there is no reason for taking any one option in life over another, because there ultimately is no consequence. Our choices are meaningless, we're just to mindlessly fuck and die. Any value system devised by humans (read: morality) from which individuals derive worth is arbitrary and a farce.